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I’ve found out why I am completely okay with sitting in my room watching movies wishing my life was in some way epic. I am completely disgusted by the way the world works. Angry fills my entire body when I see how selfish and careless people can be.
I know a girl, who will remain nameless, who has been married for one week. In a timespan as short as seven days she has already cheated on her husband and plans to do it again. Not to mention the word divorce is already being brought up. How does such an amazing thing turn to such a sham? Do honest, faithful, and selfless people exist anymore?
I’m nineteen years old…What makes me so different than everyone else my age? I always end up asking myself that. Then, I get to church this morning…and once again God shows me everything that I need to see. Just always illustrating that this world is not where we belong. Romans 12:2 talks about that whole transforming your mind thing.
You know, I can’t help but think how great the world would be if we were a little less adamant about self preservation and cared just a smidgen more about one another. My hope is that in this world there is still a beautiful woman capable of loving God and me more than she loves herself. That sometime somewhere I can be completely open and not have to worry. Though, I know this won’t happen. So, I continue to guard my heart as I am directed. Sigh. Being single for so long really pays off now that I am surrounded by this infidelity. Maybe someone will change my mind soon.
Off to bed, that was a short update.
All for Christ.
<3
Zachary Piontkowski, Lcpl USMC.
It’s a tank of gas or a cold six pack.
